Divinity of Dying

So much pleasure that I can’t think
dancing colors and native chants stirring the cosmos
My soul still tastes of her

I want all my life’s blessings
and all my life’s curses
laid bare before her
More naked than I’ve ever been before
feel my heart beating out of my chest
like a drum
She makes my mind cum
Dancing in the desert of paradise
feet burning in the sand
Eyes rolled back towards the stars
body & neck limp as stronger forces
flow through
Welcoming death to see her
one last time
wanting the kiss of death
to be her kiss
It is both night and day
I float

Filled with overbearing, overflowing hope
Dancing with the Ultimate Love & the ultimate despair
of being without
I want to drown in her feelings
without struggle
All I see are stars
They are coming closer
or I am getting closer
My lover is there but I can’t hear her
only see her face
We put our fingertips together
All the stars are in her eyes now
they are too close
I now have no fear of death
I want it to take me
so I can stay here forever
Looking into her eyes
as I die
Her beauty fills my heart & my lungs
Love brining me away
to somewhere far away from here
Her eyes are smiling, but they cry
She doesn’t want to die
I don’t want her to die
I want her to know love forever
We breathe without the help of time
She is smiling now
Here face is more beautiful than
anything the Universe has ever seen
Her eyes smile
I can hear her now
She says she will see me in a little while