June 18th 2020Unrealized romances &Unfulfilled love storiesoccupy my thoughtsNot just my unrealized romancesAlso the billions of othersOpportunities missed that never existbecause we never said helloLove separated by time and spaceand cosmic circumstanceWonderful, magical eye contactin aisle 7with the flour & dry pancake mixwe smile as we walk pastI think to myself, “what an angel”neither of …
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The Unrequited Dreams of Dr. Feelgood
Note: I simply copied and pasted this from a Word Document. Formatting didn’t translate super great, but c’est la vie. Still has its essence. I hope people enjoy it. The Unrequited Dreams of Dr. Feelgood Chapter 1: The Pain of Being Born January 26, 2023 My earliest memories are dreams. Dreams of pain. Because even …
May 10th, 2015
Sitting on the concretecross leggedI reached a zenithand I thought to myself”This must be what the enlightened ones feel” and I know that the feeling will go awayand that’s OKI don’t try and stop itWhat are the others feeling? What are the others feeling? What are the others feeling? Let the world sleep Come on …
February 11th, 2015
The millions of faces I have seenwill all disappear one dayWhere do they wear the pain? In their eyesor nowhere? What is inherently transientwe want to make permanent Clinging to what used to be and I most of all I want to let it seduce methis feeling of deathAnd fill my coffin with ancient blues …
8-30-2020
I find myself escapingescaping in the memories of youI close my eyesand think of your smiling faceand how the sunlight would dance in your gorgeous eyesHolding my head tightly against your chest listening to your heart beatsaying “I love you” in my thoughtsand in my soulkissing you with my eyes openkissing you with my eyes …
June 5th, 2015…Still in the R & W, Albert Camus, all love notebook
Honestly I don’t know where to beginSo I guess I’ll just jump in like I was original sinAnd I can’t fucking rapAll I can do is smilebecause I don’t have the clapbut I am doing my best to change all of that or at least increase the oddsand mark all my quasi love affairson a …
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May 26th 2015…trying to forget
The simple gift of your voiceto me is like a miracleIt brings me tranquility& O how I crave the certain kind of tranquility that you bringLast night I dreamed that I could play Jimi Hendrix riffs on my dad’s acoustic guitarI woke up smilingnot thinking of youbut of course you came back into my thoughtsand …
No title, 2013/14?
When love comes no memoryHands clutch the facein the morning soulwhen light rulesand still-lives are covered in bloodWithout angelsFeelings hurt the othersCreation soaked in rainwaterand diseaseshiversDread is not the kingSongs in the minds of those already passedgive nothing but thirstDeserts go on without being seenflowers bow to the SunThe children danceNo wordsheart rateinfiniteSleepwhen numbers rule …
Parasites in Paradise
I don’t want to be a parasiteI wish to bring goodnessinto other’s worldsas they bring goodnessinto mineI want to give lovenot pain to those that open theirsoul up to mineMany have shown me kindlythe way to peace and lightI want to share my goodness nowwith the world But I have been lost many timesAnd I …
Blueberries – From the Red and White notebook
Hello, I just want to encourage anyone who may happen to stumble upon this to keep on writing and keep on chooglin’. It may take a lot of soul juice to write, but that is a beautiful thing. And you may make something lovely. What is the worst that could happen? It is bad, or …
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Daydreams of Paradise 