It used to flowout of me and through meover me & under, all at onceNo need to channel itIt was just thereall the timeI couldn’t turn it off My mind was a real chatterbox(I am scatterbrain preparing for liftoff)10, 9, 8, 7, 6, …… Sometimes it was a torrentfull blastSometimes a slow drip, drip, drip, …
Poem Inspired by Maya Angelou
I had to write this poem in my African American Literature class at the end of the semester. Inspired by "And Still I Rise" by Maya Angelou. I really like this Maya Angelou quote and her writing overall is beautiful: "I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, …
The Future of Trans-Universal Sex Tourism
I wrote this essay for my humor writing class more than a year ago at this point. A re-reading from yours truly has informed myself that it could use some re-writing. C'est la vie. I am going to leave it as is and perhaps future me will edit it at a future time. How do …
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Divinity of Dying
So much pleasure that I can’t thinkdancing colors and native chants stirring the cosmosMy soul still tastes of her I want all my life’s blessingsand all my life’s curseslaid bare before herMore naked than I’ve ever been beforefeel my heart beating out of my chestlike a drumShe makes my mind cumDancing in the desert of …
Happiness?
11-11-2019Today I feel happyThank you GrandfatherThank you GrandmotherThank you TunkashilaThank you Great MysteryThank you mother and fatherThank you mother and fatherof my former loverThank you mother and fatherof my future loverThank you all mothers and fatherswho try and make it in this worldLife itself is beautifulBud goddamn are there some ugly partsI believe in asking …
Keys and Multiverses
He discovered all the workings of the Universe. He found the formula a few hours before sunrise in a small rectangular house on the Din’e reservation near one of the water tanks in between Tonolea and Red Lake. He burned it in a metal trash can with some kerosene & old newspapers & a book …
Small Talk
I am now the master of small talkThe world of dinner conversations and peoplefilling and killing time with words are my oysterAnd I hear these wordsand hear the meaning in the meaninglessAnd in my heart I want to burn all the tabloid magazinesin the grocery store check-out aisleand watch people smilewho have not spoken in …
Painless
Probably 2015ish Why all the pain?I wish I could turn it offNot mineThe World’sThe ones who don’t deserve it& the ones that doAll the suffering & desperate obsessionwith anything that takes it awayThat dirty feeling crawling in stomachsclinging to unhappy shadowsWhere fear fucks like bunny rabbitsI wish it would stopnot even forever, but a little …
Son House’s Angels
Circa 2013-2016. Don't really remember Son House’s Angels blow me kisses from the other side of death I feel them like dark poisonous butterflies that remind me of all my loved ones & all the epiphanies I have had reading other people’s writing & books The Universe not quite making Sense, but you can watch …
The Quantum Love of the Sun
For just a little whileThe Quantum Love of the SunHealed the holes in my soulAnd I said “Thank you Sun”I hope you heal all the others tooif only for a little whileAnd the perfect love storybetween plants and the SuncontinuesEvery day the worship the SunAnd the Sun worships themThe Sun must feel so heavenly to …
Daydreams of Paradise 